Mr. Neil Holiday

On October 6, 2024, everything I had suspected—and Neil had repeatedly denied—finally came into focus. We met by the lake near my parents’ home to speak about our relationship and for the both of us to have an open and honest conversation. It was a day that should have been ordinary and private , but it wasn’t. The lake, usually quiet unless an event was taking place, was unusually crowded with people. They weren’t just there; they were signaling—each movement deliberate, each gesture a non-verbal cue. Evan Neil, during our conversation, engaged in this behavior. He bent and touched his toes, left the back passenger door of the car open, and made movements so obvious that even Stevie Wonder could have seen it.

In that moment, I realized there were two distinct parties at play. The first was Neil’s group, and the second was "The Drag-0" recruits— a connection I hadn’t fully understood until that very moment and further confirmed it for me during "The Big Apple" discovery in Nov 2024. Neil’s actions revealed his selective loyalty. While he outwardly appeared aligned with me, his pact with "The Drag-0" and his own self-interest kept him "chained." His willingness to betray his alliance with us was undeniable.

I met Neil in 2016 at Hudson Yards, NY. I worked at the front desk and was excited to be back at work after two years after "Birth Control". This was meant to be a new chapter for me, filled with hope and opportunity, yet shadowed by personal challenges. My marriage to "The Drag-0" was crumbling, and I was ready to find my footing again.

Months passed before Neil and I connected, despite exchanging numbers. Our first date was on May 10, 2017—a date that would later reveal its own layers of meaning. Neil chose "Dear Irving" and a small pizza place near Flat Iron that I can’t recall the name of. What I do remember is that Neil always had the final say on where we went, as if the dates needed to align with "war holidays."

Neil frequently asked me how much I knew about WWII and other historical events. I admitted that history wasn’t my strong suit; I’d always been someone who looked forward rather than back. Today, I see the importance of understanding the past. History helps us identify those who seek to repeat its patterns. After October 6, 2024, I started revisiting our shared history. Every date, every vacation, every restaurant choice even down to what we ate—all connected to war-related themes or a form of communication or signal.

Patterns in the Places Neil’s choices for our trips weren’t random. They were meticulously tied to historical events:

• Cold Spring: Revolutionary War connections.

  
  

  

  
  
  
  

• Lake George: The Battle of Lake George—photo taken on October 7, 2020

  

  
  

• St. Martin: Vacation from May 15–20, 2022, coinciding with the history of Vichy-French vessels being seized during WWII. The ship in the background of a photo connects directly to this historical theme. Another photo, taken on May 20, 2022, features an American surfboard/bodyboard and a sailboat, both symbolic elements.

  (Currently, the island is divided into Sint Maarten (the southern half of the island, part of the Netherlands) and the Collectivity of Saint Martin (the northern half of the island, part of France).

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  While kayaking on June 18, a photo was taken—a date tied to the Battle of Waterloo.

  

  
  

• Washington, D.C.: During a trip to D.C., Neil, uncharacteristically, asked someone to take a photo of us. I am usually the one that takes the photos. However he took the lead on this day. The timestamp was 3:13 PM, a number significant to both Neil and Dragan, who share this birthday. This photo, taken on April 12, prominently features the Lincoln Memorial in the background—a haunting connection to Lincoln’s assassination, just two days before Anna’s birthday, April 14. Neil’s positioning in photos was also deliberate—either centered or in a way that he could easily be cropped out, further adding to the symbolism.

These patterns weren’t coincidences. They were carefully curated and embedded into our lives. The realization shook me to my core. As his confession to his connection with others in my network revealed the discovery of "Mimi, The Fine China" involvement in "children of the sky", "War Holiday" and "I SPY Iran".

What I once dismissed as quirks were deliberate methods of communication and control, connecting me to something far larger than I had imagined. This chapter highlighted visible signals, but the next step revealed the unseen: one that was not only invasive but aimed at derailing my every move.

In the digital age, where every click and keystroke leaves a trace. I encourage you to explore the following Organizations that focus on CyberSecurity:

Electronic Frontier Foundation (EFF)

• Focus: Defends civil liberties in the digital world.

• Relevance: Provides resources on protecting online privacy and understanding surveillance.

• Website: www.eff.org

National Cybersecurity Alliance (NCA)

• Focus: Promotes cybersecurity awareness and provides practical tips for securing personal data.

• Relevance: A great resource for readers interested in securing their devices or understanding online threats.

• Website: www.staysafeonline.org

Privacy Rights Clearinghouse

• Focus: Offers comprehensive guidance on protecting privacy in various contexts.

• Relevance: Particularly helpful for readers looking to secure their information after incidents of monitoring.

• Website: www.privacyrights.org

Women's Media Center Speech Project (WMC)

• Focus: Addresses online harassment and surveillance issues, especially for women.

• Relevance: Can resonate with readers who may feel vulnerable in their personal or professional lives.

• Website: www.womensmediacenter.com

In the next chapter, "The Big Apple," I’ll share how I uncovered the links between Neil and "The Drag-0"